Trust

Trust. The thing that maintains lots of things. The thing that brakes lots of things. I know that we are made distrustful because its a way that we use to protect ourselves. What has a person have to do to make that connection with us, to gain our trust, that connection that grows stronger with every action or eventually falls apart because of an action caused by another connection. But there's one thing that everybody agrees with. One way of seeing the truth from anyone's sight.

The way from constructing and building the trust, to the way of destroying it is a challenging, painful and at the same time joyful and full of adrenalin and questions. This opinions, this blog specifically is made by a girl who was born in a pact of silence, who grew up in a world full of distrust and living a life full of broken promises. The reason why I started this blog is so I could have a new pact in which I express my opinion without being judged, or without being afraid to speak in general. So this is me, as honest as I could ever be.

Memories

Memories. Such a simple word. Word that causes emotions. Emotions which were caused by an action, an action that was made sometimes by the society but sometimes by ourselves. That memory can be astonishing, full of joy and hope for something great to happen. Or it could be astonishing but this time full od sadness, anger and maybe guilt building up inside. So many ways of causing a memory. Sometimes you listen to a word or see a face that takes you back to another world, world that you used to live in, world that caused you so much pain and horror that you decided to turn your back at it. Another perspective of a memory is that when you see a person, or you listen to a word that reminds you or something joyful, funny and positive. A moment that you will treasure forever. This types of memories make your life.
You sometimes run from them and sometimes wish they could just repeat. It's funny how people think they can forget a memory, that they can hide it or better yet, just kill it. That memory stays in your personality and if you lose one memory you can lose your personality too. Maybe you'll be fine at first but then you'll feel a certain hole in your soul and trust me it aint pretty. It's very important to remember every piece of your life, every memory that you gain. The more memories that you have the greater person you achieve to be. Because when you fully know and understand yourself and everything that has happened to you, then nobody can affect or manipulate you. Don't choke on your own memories, be grateful that you have them. It doesn't matter if they are great or utterly devastating and depressing. What does matter is that those memories that sometimes everybody hates make you who you are and not who other people want you to be. Instead of complaining over a memory, accept it, cope with it and move on. It aint easy but it truly makes you a stronger person. Remember, you're never lost if you have a memory and something to start with. You are your memories.

Ways of acting

There are two ways of seeing things. That's the truth I'm very familiar with. I'll give you an example: Now it's winter. People who are desperate for being with someone see it from this perspective: You're starting to feel lonely, mainly because you see everyone else being with someone. You see it as such a bad thing, so you fall in a very common depression and think that its okay. Well its not. You drown yourself with hot coco and muffins, cakes and other kinds of sweet which isn't helping at all. There's this other perspective in which people are being in the same situation and literally just enjoying themselves and not rushing love, just sitting under the Christmas lights with friends and mainly cracking jokes and having fun. That's the person you need to be. 

Why do we always have to start this season with thoughts like: I can see the mistletoe I'm not going to be kissed underneath or I'll spend all day just listening to sad songs and eating chocolate. Just stop right there. Why shouldn't you be kissed under the mistletoe? If you put those thoughts aside and not be totally blinded about what you should do in this season or what society thinks you should do, you might finally open your eyes and start building your own theories about this season and how you're going to spend it. Be original. Be unique. Take a turning from the direction that you're going and open your mind.